In this picture, Pascal had transported himself back in time to the time when he was bullied by everyone at school from A to Z. Where he didn't know exactly what he should feel, whether he could or should feel good as well as negative. He tried to depict this disharmony in this picture and to explain it visually, in the hope that you can see his chaos at this time as well as the cry for help that he had and needed during this time, but which it feels1